World of Joy: Ahsaas

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Ahsaas

yeh dil ki basti bhi ajeeb basti hai
jeevan ke ahsaaso mein iski apni hi hasti hai

kabhi to hai akelepan ka ahsaas
jo kabhi door kabhi paas
kabhi dil akelepan ko dhoondta hai
kabhi akelapan dil ko dhoondta hai
kabhi kisi ke paas hokar bhi akelapan sa lagta hai
kabhi bin kisi ke bhi akelapan sa lagta hai
kabhi yeh dava hai , kabhi yeh saza hai
unhi akele mein dil kuch kehta hai
par akelepan ke ahsaas ke siva koi nahi sunta hai

kabhi to hai pyar ka ahsaas
jo kabhi pani kabhi pyaas
kabhi yeh sma jana chahta hai
kabhi yeh tham ke reh jata hai
kabhi khud hi luta hai
kabhi loot ke le jata hai

kabhi karne par bhi kam lagta hai
kabhi ismein hi kami reh jati hai
un to pyar sabke paas hota hai
par kabhi kismat kabhi smay ka saath hota hai

kabhi to hai rishton ka ahsaas
jo kabhi majhi kabhi patwar
kabhi yeh khud hi behta hai
kabhi bahake le jata hai
kabhi toot ke bikharta hai
kabhi bikharke toota hai
kabhi yeh saaya hai kabhi aks
un to rishte sbhi banate hai
par kabhi who samet lete hai
kabhi tod kar rakh dete hai
in ahsaaso se pare ek ahsaas mein jeeti hoon
roz ek saans ek aas peeti hoon
woh jo akela hai bin pyaar bin rishton ke
woh hai ek adhoora sa ahsaas…

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Forever My Love

I will love you forever, forever my love,
Longer than the heaven stays in the sky above,
Deeper than the depth of the darkest sea,
Stronger than the life that breathes within me,
Forever into the time eternal,
Forever into light and into dark,
Forever my love, forever forever,
He comes to me like a breeze in the night,
A touch, a whisper in the twilight,
His scent fills the air,
I breathe in his hair,
A brush of velvet, a stroke of silk,
I reach and he is there,
I touch his skin,
The sun the heat rushes in,
Whenever I see his face and feel his smile,
I know the time cannot erase the visions for a while,
I sit alone by the dock on the bay,
And know that there will never come a day,
When I won’t love you,
For my love was for you,
Forever, forever..

Soul

I asked you for a loaf of bread,
A pillow where I could lay my head,
You offered me your soul instead,
But I refused it,
You came to me with moons and stars,
A gilded cage without its bars,
No love more beautiful than ours,
Still I refused it,
And now I wonder, where have you gone,
What went wrong , do you hear my song,
And now I wonder, just how long you will keep my soul,
Bring it back and make me whole,

You will always have a part of me,
I no longer care if I am free,
Come back and I will make you see,
I won’t refuse you now,
There’s nothing that I can do,
You have my heart and soul with you,
I lost them both , I wanted to,
I won’t refuse you now,
And now I wonder if you know
Where will I go, what I owe,
If only you will show me your soul,
Let me hold and we will make it whole …

In Every Stranger's Face

In every stranger’s face , I still search for you,
You would come back to me if you only knew,
How memories of your sweet love haunt,
How whispers in the night still painfully taunt,
My life and this world I have come to hate,
Lonely days and lonely nights have been my fate,
Every night I stand under the stars,
and count the lonely days apart,
In every stranger’s face , I still search for you,
You would come back to me if you only knew,
How I long for those loving arms,
How memory of a night of wild young love still hold charm,

Myself and my waiting I have come to hate,
Lonely days and lonely nights have been my fate,
How I long to be with you again,
How I want to make you happy again,
In every stranger’s face , I still search for you,
You would come back to me if you only knew,
How lonely and empty is my life without you,
How pain of loneliness kills me without a sight of you,
Oh! Love won’t you be ever mine,
Won’t I ever reach my destine..
In every stranger’s face , I still search for you..

Closure

Can we define the emptiness of mind, body and soul?
Maybe a silence, undefined, that takes you to your goal..
Or a vacuum, that sucks you in, but still makes you whole…
Caged in our wishes and dreams,
Trying for a drop from hope's stream,
We touch and feel the pull,
But we never stop till we loose it all in a lull,
Wave by wave images come and go,
But then we never did let it go,
We feel the pain and tears,
But are bound by unknown fears,
To loose which was never to be,
To gain which would never let you free,
In the end we look for Closure,
But that’s the thing you never get for sure,
And you are left with the emptiness of mind, body and soul,
For which there is no cure…

One Life (From My Memoirs)

Walking along the memory lane,
Saw a life, full of joy and pain,
A flicker of smile, a tear unshed,
A whispered moment, a rose that was red,
A wisp of hope and beauty not cherished,
A chapter, a page left unfinished,

Up and down, wave by wave ,
It touches you and makes you brave,
Giving you reason and walking along,
Creating dreams and staying that long,
Sorrow or grief, it lifts wings and makes you see,
You can run and hide but you cannot be free,

Following a shadow, a drop of rain,
Carrying and weighing between pain and gain,
To let it go, without a care,
Would not be enough and just fair,
After all its one life,One life to live and share..

World of Joy

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Ahsaas

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Silent Winds from the Past

Forever My Love

A Moment in Time

Soul

Silence

In Every Stranger's Face

Closure

One Life (From My Memoirs)

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